lazy saturday.

DISCLAIMER: THIS ONE IS LESS "DISNEY" AND MORE "ERIKA NEEDS TO VENT TO PEOPLE"

There isn't much going on today, but i realize it has been a while since i have updated everyone on what is going on.

i am getting along great with my roommates and i cannot wait to have the roommate night that we have planned for next thursday. i think it will be good for us all to hang out outside of the apt and work. by us all, i really mean whoever is able to get off work in time.

i went to magic kingdom today only to find out that my main gate pass had been canceled. real cool considering it was not suppose to be canceled until tomorrow (which would be fine considering i have to work most of the day). i was only at the park for about 2 hours though and come back here. i got fried. i have not worn sunscreen since i got here and today it caught up with me, im just glad that it does not hurt :/

things have been going better at work...i cant remember if i had told you or not how awful monday was. i was so close to walking out and never coming back. the people that i had been scheduled with were so incredibly lazy. if you are going to get a job, WORK IT. dont mosey around and wander off and all but disappear. it isnt so great for the 2 people that are having to cover everyone else's butts so we dont sink in the mess that is being left by every character that walks through that door. of course, i guess it was only a mess because me and the other girl that WERE working were getting so far behind. the amount of stuff that we have to do is insane when there are only 2 people doing it. it isnt fair at all. oh well, the last few days have been better so i have tried to forget monday ever happened. annnnnny way.

i want to take a second to say that i am missing some very important people back home. yes, i miss all of you so very much...but it is hard being away from my mommy and my nana, and my boys. i miss those little fur babies like crazy! mama sent me a picture of percy in her hat and it was sooooo cute!! i'll have to post it on here some time lol

it about made me cry though because the caption was "we miss you mommy" :'( 

i wouldnt trade this experience at all. not one little bit, but i wish i could bring everyone to me or bring disney to them. i miss my family, my bee, my pharmers, my wifee, my neeky, mi hermano, i miss everyone soooooo much! i took for granted all my off days this summer. it was like august 12th was never actually going to come and it was all really just a big dream. so, i stayed at home and just didnt do much and now i regret it because i missed so many great times with the people i love the most. listen to me. i sound like i wont be back in a few months or like i died. i am NOT ready to come home, not even a little bit, but i do wish i could see some of my people. let's skype/facetime soon.... ok? i need to see some of my family.

OOOOO! PHARMERS LIKE HEATHER AND BRIT! YOU HAVE IPHONES! LET ME FACETIME AT WORK ONE NIGHT! :) kthanks! also, thank you evie for giving me the cool term "pharmers", i like it and i will be keeping it. 

Every day of this journey has taught me something new. everything from enjoy the smallest smile, to embrace the hardest rain. something good comes from all of it!!!! it warms my heart so much to see all the tiny princesses, pirates, and space rangers. i love it so much to see the magic in their eyes. see the faces of someone's first glimpse at the castle. there is really nothing better in this world than that. the way there is a sudden glow, no matter the age of the person. i passed someone in magic kingdom today that was 100% blind and yet, he still had that glow. he still had the magic in his voice when he talked about how wonderful it all was. i love that there is something for everyone from every walk of life. it has been so great so far. even though i have my off days, i am still loving the choice i made to send in that application and i want to send a very big 

THANK YOU

to everyone who pushed me to do so. 

ILOVEYOU.